Things went pretty fine this morning. LAST DAY OF EXAM! WOOT! I've been extremely genki and genki. XD. Maybe it's because of this piccu from the Ouran manga? *points piccu below*



KYOUYA IS JUST SO KAKUI WITHOUT SPECS! And the girl he's hugging is the long haired Haruhi version. Both of them are in normal Japanese high school uniform. The black cloths for guys and sailor fuku for girls LOL!

Lots of things went bad later in the afternoon today. Especially what exactly happened in the prefects meeting. people are pint-pointing each other! Almost every1 is trying to take all the blame on Deric. Poor him. I do admit I hate him. I hate him for not having confidence on himself and kept changing his mind! But I do like him as the way he is. SINCERELY! The meeting wasn't supposed to lasts from 1.20pm to 3.15pm actually. Due to complains yada yada yada. >_>. Been under 3 head prefects. The most open head prefect I ever knew was Donovan Lee when I was a probay under his board in Form 3. The most timid and quiet type will be my previous head prefect, Rashid. My current head prefect, I think he's isolated and don't really have the social skill! SOCIAL CLASS AFTER SKUL EVERYDAY FOR HIM!!! WA HA HA HA.. JK JK.

I kept thinking why? Why is every1 around me hates and ill-treating each other espcially when that person only make 1 silly mistake? I mean everyone make mistakes. We're not GOD or something. WE'RE HUMANS AKA HOMO SAPIENS FOR GOD'S SAKE! I'm kind of really sick from hearing complains every where bout this person that, that person this. WE'RE INEPRFECT! But we always try to be as perfect as possible. Can't you guys just take those hatred, make it into a 'round ball' just like you crush a paper into a ball and throw it into a 'dustbin'? People needs time to change. Step by step. Old habits die hard. A person just can't go poof and change into a total different person in just one night!

I've been through a lot of this type of 'social problems' ever since I was in Form 2 both physically and emotionally. Mostly on emotional. I've been isolated by my classmates! I learn those lessons already and bound not to repeat it again. First impression is important. Smile like you always do because smile always melt people heart. When people talk bad, ill-treated, teasing etc etc you, just ignore them! But always treat them like they're your friends! When you treat a person kindly or badly, your reward from that person will be returned in two folds. You might not see the result yet. But some day you'll get it! It's up to you to believe or not to believe. I chose to believe.

Reading a lot of religious scripts from all type of religion have really made me feel a lot better. I totally agree on what Mother Theresa word's. "Everything you did is not between you and THEM(your true/false friends, co-workers, classmates etc). Everything you did is between YOU and HIM(GOD)." I know life always doesn;t seems to go on your way. Just treat it like it's a test from God(Islam). What ever you did, will have its result one day.

My advice to everyone out there - JUST KEEP THINKING THE POSITIVE SIDE!!!

Emotionally mixed(back to sutra readings for me then. XP),
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