It's been 2 weeks since I'm here again in this very place of Kampar... Everything seems so familiar, the scene, the air, the faces etc...

But lots of things never seemed similar, some people changed for the better or worst... The real TRUE faces whom we thought n cherished them as friends as if we're going stay together throughout Uni life r surfacing with those FAKE masks slowly peeling off by itself slowly as it progresses...

Assignments, reports n presentations, the No. 1 enemy n greatest fear among Uni/Coll students starts to roll back in... But the burden can be lighten up when its shared just as the idioms go "too many cooks spoils the broth" or was it "united we stand, apart we fall". Working alone seems to be at advantage at certain times...

It seems like getting a real true friend in Uni is rather hard compared to the young innocent years of our childhood in kindergarden and primary school. Too many masks, too many lies, too many fake smiles. too many stalkers, too many... Just too many...

Slowly stepping into the real world, I just realised how naive and small I am to the world. Everyone wants to stand out among the rest. It's possible for everyone of us. Stepping into the real world also teaches me to chooses a friend correctly. Even they might not mean hard to you but mental abuse like bad gossips with jealousy arouses will bring a person or maybe more into the pit of wrath...

Guess that watching too much Hong Kong drama could me give me some idea how's it like in the real world. True love, Friendship, Accomplice, Trust, Bond... These seems getting too far to be reached now... Yet Hope and Believe remains strong and intact...

Is the world really this cruel?

Signing off,
Kar Yee/Ayumi/Weiss

Labels: Depressed, UTAR

# posted by Akatsuki Ayumi | 6:03 PM |